Today is Valentine's Day

Today is just any normal day for me .. i guess
Sometime thinking back all the things i have done..
i have some sort of regret that i failed to cherish each and every relationship..
is it bcoz i think too much ? or i shouldnt have fall for someone that i shouldnt fall for at all ..
Sometime liking a person doesnt require any reasons..
You just like it..
but if you ask me whether i love that person so much ..
i dont have any ideas....
i always hate myself for being a saggi..
think too much .. weigh the consequences too much until i always take a step back behind every relationship..
I am sure my appearance given to anyone is being too cold..
it is not that i am proud..
It is just that i want to give my warmth and love to someone who is really worth of me giving everything..
i hope to find that someone sooner..
sometime i just wanted to lean onto someone that i can trust & have fun with..
he can be a quiet person .. even silence moment is golden moment ...
perhap he can be someone who is a traveller like me .. i always like to travel and see the world..
and share the experiences i had with the world...

I am so sad

Bought a dress I really loved.....
But I can't wear
Shit
Feel bloody disturbed
I m going to loan her the dress
And I m going to determine how many months I m going to take my pink dress .....

Chinese New Year Is coming

It is coming and it is real soon
Bought some nice clothings ...
in fact every cny is a normal season
but 1 yr has just passed
In a blink of an eye

went to chong pang with my friend just now
had nice meal, satay, porridge,satay mee hoon and so on
so so so so full right now
cant sleep sia ..
wonder who is awake to chit chat with me now ?
i guess everyone is asleep ...
so i chat with my blog instead ...
tmr is FRIDAY!!
another day to pass by ....
i guess i missed the December season ...
i love busy moment..
makes me feel alive ..
hahahaaaaa....
well.. now clear paper work lor...
got things to do .. i do ..
got time to play .. i play hard too
all work n no play makes jack a dull boy
hahahaaaaa
yawn.. i guess i m falling sleepy soon
g9 everyone ...

A friend to remember

Relationship
Can be straight forward and pretty complicated
It all depend how u look at it
To me , if I have decided a person to be my friend..
I would treasure them very much
Sometime I ask myself ...
Do I need a friend or a boyfriend??
These makes so much difference
A friendship can last forever
But being in a real relationship changes everything coz we expect alot from each others..
But being friend.. U can have the freedom to be or not to be together ..
I guess being friend would be a better choice for all of us

Really love Christmas

I really love Christmas ..
Love the joy of giving presents ... Lol
Never expects anything in return...
But just love to see the surprise look on their face ...
Guess my doggie toy really trigger the 2 dog to fight n play over it.. So fun ... Can't afford time to take care of dogs .. So buy some toys to make the dogs happy .... Lol
Glad that ann loves her presents as well ... Lol ...

Feel vulnerable to be sick

I guess it feels vulnerable to be sick
Grandma is sick and yet there is nothing much I can do to help her ...
Guess it feels pretty helpless at times facing this kind of situation ...

alamak .. Just missed out some of the Architectural Good stuffs

Just went to the URA website and found out that there is a urban sketch workshop
it seemed that i missed it ..
so sad
better upload the link first..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0N0Jazo6OV8&feature=share
http://workshops.urbansketchers.org/p/about.html
http://tiastudio.blogspot.com/